Insomnia

You feel oh so alive
If I gave you the blade now
would you let it be my turn?
Can you really see me?
These circles around my eyes
that weigh me down
and the things i see
dont exist.
I smile as my mind twists
and rips.
Can you see the inside?
Hear me screaming?
Sleep escapes my grasp again
and i lie here
listening
the darkman whispers
a deadly lullaby.
There is never a moment of peace.
I pull at my hair
and wish you where dead.
Just for a moment…
Just for a single dream…
Would you give your life to save me?